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The Recipe of My Life As human beings we all have experiences, and people in our lives that have made us who we are today. I like to think of these things as the ingredients that make up the recipe to our lives. Table of Contents 1. Myself as a Learner – The Ingredients 2. Myself as a Teacher – Mixing Everything Together 3. Myself as a Teacher Researcher – Putting it in the Oven – Letting it Bake 4. Reflection – The End Result Myself as a Learner – “The Ingredients” I was born on February 25, 1986 in Long Island, New York. I am the oldest of four girls in my family. Growing up we were a very close family. We took many family trips, we spent all of the holidays together, and we ate dinner together every night. I grew up with rules to keep me safe. I grew up surrounded by love, and laughter. I grew up knowing that I had a family who would always be there for me. This shaped me as a person in many ways. Journal Excerpt – July 9th – Family Values Growing up these are things I was taught to value, and still believe in today. These are values that I carry over into my classroom with my students, and things that I will teach my own children one day. Close Family – Italian Life messages, that You need to work hard for what you have in life. Family will stick by your side is, what through anything. to expect from life Family messages Family is EXTREMELY important! Family will be there for you no matter and expectations what, through the good times and the bad times. Be open with one another, and respect each other. Gender roles in the I was brought up that women are equal. home; in society Education Education is very important. I was told that I could not receive anything less than a B- in college or it was unacceptable. Work values and You were expected to work hard, and follow the rules. I am in education today behavior because both of my parents set that example for me; they both worked in the education field. In my family the example was set that you worked hard to earn what you have, and that if you need to you work from the bottom up. Family Traditions Family traditions are very important to me. There are many traditions in my family that we still do today. These traditions include going to a nature reserve to feed the birds, and baking Christmas cookies in December (where my love of baking has come from). Family traditions remind me of the importance of family. These traditions bring us closer together. Now that I am older, and have moved out of my parents house I have created my own traditions with my husband in our home. As a teacher, I believe it is important to have certain traditions in my classroom that build a community of learners. My mom and I at age 3 and age 26 feeding the birds at Elizabeth Morton Wildlife Refuge . Journal Excerpt – July 11th – Elementary School “As I think back to my experience in elementary school, the first thing that comes to mind is how much I loved going to school everyday. As I try to remember certain things, such as how I learned to read, I have a hard time…did I learn in a small group? Did we use texts such as basal readers? I do not remember how I learned to read. I do remember each and every one of my teacher’s and how I learned more from some than I did from others. I learn better with teacher’s who are kind and caring, such as my first grade teacher, Ms. Monzillo. I remember being a much quieter and introverted student in third grade because my third grade teacher, Ms. Warnken, was not a very kind and caring teacher. I remember things such as my science project from 4th grade in Ms. Fosdick’s class, and the group project I did on the stock market in 5th grade in Mr. Black’s class. I learned well through projects, and group work, which is what those teacher’s did a lot of. All of those experiences that I can remember have shaped the teacher that I have become today.” Elementary School Artifacts I was taught the importance of school from a young age. Both of my parents were teachers, and later on they both became administrators. I was taught to love school and to always work extremely hard in school. These artifacts show my love for school, and how I always worked hard to get good grades. Many Types of Baked Goods! Growing up I loved to participate in many different activities. I was taught to work hard, and to never give up on anything you started. My parents taught me that just because something is hard work does not mean you can’t do well in it. This has helped me in many ways as an adult. There are many obstacles in my life that I have overcome by not giving up, such as this master’s program. I participated in dance, orchestra, and cheerleading as a child. Journal Excerpt – July 9th – My Religion Life messages, that is, what to expect from life Family messages and expectations Gender roles in the home; in society Education Catholic Growing up in the Catholic religion I was taught that you needed to be honest, and true to yourself and the people around you. Being faithful is very important and valued in the Catholic religion. Having a family in the Catholic religion is very important. It is looked down upon not to have any children. I was brought up that women are equal. Education is not something I learned a lot about through my religion. Growing up I did take religion classes until I was in 8th grade. “Being Catholic was very important in my life. We went to church on Sundays, and from the time I was in first grade until the time I was in 8th grade I attended religion classes. I learned a lot about having faith. Now that I am older I realize there is a lot more to the Catholic religion than my family practiced growing up. My family believes in god, and having faith in a higher power, but they are not at all strict Catholics. This is what makes me uncomfortable today, and I have realized this only since moving to Virginia. Being from New York the Catholic Church was much more liberal than they are in Northern Virginia. There are a lot of things I do not agree with in the Catholic religion, that I didn’t realize growing up. Things such as natural family planning, living with someone before you get married, and the fact that priests teach you about getting married and having a family and yet they can’t do those things themselves and are preaching things that they have never experienced for themselves. I still consider myself Catholic, and I would still say that I believe in God, but there are things that I know now that I don’t agree with at all. I continue to be a very faithful person today, and I believe that everything in life happens for a reason, and I feel that I am like this because of my religion.“ Multiple Intelligences Results from the Multiple Intelligences Indicator (Silver, Strong, & Perini, 2000) Multiple Intelligences (cont.) The results of the multiple intelligences indicator do not surprise me. According to Silver, Strong, and Perini (2000) people who are bodily-kinesthetic learners learn best by doing, moving, and acting things out. I like to learn in a group, and by doing physical activity. I do not learn my best by sitting in a lecture hall. To me, even though interpersonal and intrapersonal intelligences are very different from each other I am not surprised that I scored the exact same in each. I take after my dad in the sense that at times I like to be a very social and outgoing person, but at other times I am very introverted and would rather work on my own. I enjoy working with other people when I am learning something new, and I learn a lot from other’s, especially when they can explain things to me in a different perspective. If I am in a time crunch, or I am personally struggling with something I would much rather be alone and work by myself. In my classroom I try to find a nice balance between group projects and activities, and independent work. I believe there are benefits to both and that both are important. I think this is also why I scored high in the verbal-linguistic intelligence. I enjoy reading, and I could sit for hours by myself and read a book. Learning Styles I scored highest in the Sensing-Feeling or Interpersonal Learner category for my learning style. Silver, Strong, and Perini (2000) describe this learning style as: Prefers to learn by: Studying about things that directly relate to people’s lives rather than impersonal facts or theories. Receiving personal attention and encouragement from his teachers Being part of a team – collaborating with other students Activities that help her learn about herself and how she feels about things Learns best from: Group experiences and projects Loving attention Personal expression and personal encounters Role playing Receiving personal attention and encouragement Opportunities to be helpful in class Personal feedback Sharing personal feelings and experiences with others Likes: Dislikes: Long periods of working alone silently Emphasis on factual details Highly competitive games where someone loses Detailed and demanding routines Learning Styles (cont.) There are many things I agree with about the category I fell into for learning styles, and certain things I do not agree with. Agree: I learn better when I am working in a group. I tend to do worse if I am working silently alone, when there are other people around. I am the type of person who needs feedback in order to learn. I need clear examples, and I need to be told whether or not I am doing something correctly. I get very frustrated if I have done something wrong, and need to redo it rather than being told how to do it correctly the first time. I enjoy projects much more if they are personal rather than factual. I enjoy having personal conversations with people. I am not a competitive person whatsoever. I love to be helpful for other people. I will go out of my way to help you, and I love to do personal things for others that will make them feel special and loved. You can find all of these things happening in my classroom on a daily basis. Disagree: I tend to not like attention on me. I get very shy, and almost embarrassed if there is too much attention on me. I do like very detailed and demanding routines. I am a very detailed person when it comes to routines in my classroom. We have routines that we follow every single day, and we practice them over and over. Without a routine I feel very scattered and unorganized. Some bumps in the road – burnt baked goods? “Growing up I had a wonderful childhood. I came from a family that spent a lot of time together doing different family activities. We had family traditions that we still do together today as much as we can. When I was in college my dad got very sick. He had always been a closet alcoholic, and he was diagnosed as being bi-polar. Things in my family started to change a lot at that point. My dad would have good days and bad days, and the bad days were always extremely scary. We went through a lot of ups and downs for about five years, and this is when I realized that my family was going to have to work harder to continue to be the family that I remember growing up. I felt scared at first, and a little ashamed of my father and what he had. But then I realized that this is my family, and they are the people who will always be there for me in my life. I learned a lot over those five years. Mostly, I learned a lot from my mom about being loyal, sticking by someone’s side through the good times and the bad, and how important family is. - Journal Excerpt, July 9th Because of this experience my mother is a hero in my life, and the biggest role model I have. College I was one of those people who always knew they wanted to be a teacher. I loved school growing up, and I loved most of my teachers, so I knew that was what I wanted to do. I chose to go to college in Long Island, and stay living at home. The reason I chose the college that I did was because it was known for it’s teaching program. My mother went to the same college to get her teaching degree. The summer of 2004, I started on my journey to become a teacher. The journey was not always an easy one. St. Joseph’s College had one of the most rigorous teacher programs in the area. They made it impossible to graduate in four years by taking the usual 15 credits each semester. I had to work extremely hard by taking 18 credits some semesters, along with winter and summer courses in order to graduate in four years. In May of 2008 all of my hard work paid off! I graduated with a Bachelor’s degree and four certifications to teach general education, birth through sixth grade, and also special education, birth through sixth grade. My first thought was “what do I do now?!” Teaching jobs are impossible to come by in Long Island, so I knew what I had to do…find a job in another state. In order to finish my degree and move away from home to do what I love I used… …My Recipe for Success! Through the experiences in my life, and the lessons I learned from my mom here is my Recipe for Success: 1 cup determination, 1 cup courage, 2 cups self awareness, Dash of hope; Bake in your heart and Sprinkle with faith. Store in your soul. “You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go.” - Dr. Seuss, Oh the Places You’ll Go This excerpt from Dr. Seuss encompasses a lot of what I believe in. I read this book to my students every year and try to instill the same beliefs in them. Jordin Sparks – “One Step at a Time” - I believe this song describes my personality, and how I feel that everything happens for a reason, and how important determination is. Moving to Virginia! After being a special education teacher at Just Kids, a preschool in Long Island, I moved to Virginia in August of 2008. I had been applying for jobs all summer, and I still did not have one when I moved. On August 25, 2008 I accepted my first job as a Special Education teacher at Crestwood Elementary School! Myself as a Teacher – Mixing Everything Together My first year of teaching was difficult for many reasons: 1. While being a special education teacher was rewarding, it was not what I truly want to do. I wanted to have a class of my own. 2. After reading the Brookfield article (1995) I realize that I made many assumptions as a new teacher. Brookfield (1995) states that assumptions are the taken-for-granted beliefs about the world and our place within it that seem so obvious to us and not to need stating explicitly. I made the assumption that schools would be like they were when I was growing up. I grew up in an area made up of mostly middle class, Caucasian families. Crestwood Elementary School is a Title 1 school with a population made of 63% Hispanic students. Journal Excerpt – July 9th Another time I realized how different my upbringing was, was when I moved to Virginia. Growing up in New York I did not see many different kinds of families or cultures that was different than mine. Moving to Virginia was a very eye opening experience. I learned a lot about different types of families, religions, and cultures through the students in my classroom and their families. It has taught me to embrace anyone in my classroom no matter what type of background they come from. Myself as a Teacher – Mixing Everything Together I took all of my experiences and what I learned at Crestwood Elementary School and set out on a path to do what I truly wanted to do. The summer of 2009 I was offered a job to teach 2nd grade at Providence Elementary School. I couldn’t wait to get started! I have been working there ever since; I will be starting my fifth year there in August of 2013. I have grown so much as a person and as a teacher during the four years that I have worked at Providence. Teacher Beliefs As a teacher, I desire my instruction to be developmentally appropriate; be authentic; be differentiated; be engaging; but most of all it should be inspiring. I must be my students’ cheerleader, advocate, guide, and motivator. It is my belief that when a student is motivated it empowers them to fully embrace the learning process. In return, their academic pursuits will be more successful and rewarding. Teacher Beliefs I strive be able to view the world from my students’ perspective. I believe instruction should be differentiated so that all students can access the curriculum. I believe that parent’s should be involved in their students education as much as possible. I get my parents involved through emails and newsletters on a weekly basis. Most importantly: My classroom is a caring, safe, and stimulating environment where each child can blossom and grow. Teacher Beliefs I strive to make instruction authentic for my students; helping them to make connections as often as possible. Falk and Blumenreich (2005) say, “Good teaching is not merely a technical matter of delivering information from a recipe or text. Rather, it is about coming to know students well – need of improvement – so that we can help them make connections between new information and what they already know; connections that make sense and that last.” Teacher Beliefs I believe that all students are able to learn (no matter their background) and want to be successful. It is my job to help students be successful. This quote from Purcell-Gates reminded me of how important this belief of mine is: “First, and most obvious, teachers and schools must accept, believe, and act upon the belief that children of poverty are learners, have been learning since birth, are ready to learn at anytime, and will learn” (Purcell-Gates, 2002). “Our varied beliefs and backgrounds are icing. Our shared humanity is cake.” - Colin Wright “I just completed reading two articles for class this coming Tuesday. These articles made me think a lot about how important it is to think about the way we talk to children and the way we treat children. As a teacher I believe that all children should be treated equally no matter where they come from, what race they are, what religion they believe in, or what their family is like. The article titled “…As Soon As She Opened Her Mouth!”: Issues of Language, Literacy, and Power by Purcell-Gates was very powerful to me. The article continued to refer back to Donny and his mother Jenny, and how teachers kept pushing them to the side due to their dialect and lack and literacy knowledge. I grew up in New York, and there was not as much diversity in culture when I was growing up there as there is here in Virginia. Even so, as a teacher I could not imagine casting off a student and his family due to their dialect and their lack of literacy knowledge. If anything, a teacher should be trying to help that student more in school due to the lack of support they are able to receive at home. It is shocking to me that an article like this even needs to be written. As a teacher I think it is extremely important to see all children as capable learners, as long as we are willing to give it everything we have to teach them. “ – Journal Excerpt, July 7th Teaching Experiences Through the years I have learned a lot about being a teacher. I feel that the most important thing I have learned is that learning needs to be fun for students. In my classroom I try to differentiate my instruction as much as possible, so that students are actively engaged in what they are learning. I use hands on projects as much as possible with my students. I try to stay away from worksheets and “busy work.” I put my students in cooperative groups to work on projects and assignments. I try to incorporate crafts and games as much as possible as well. Teaching and Baking! Students participating in a cooperative group activity where they learned about economics. Students learned about assembly lines, interdependence, consumers and produces in this Gingerbread Factory activity. To practice using a thesaurus and using synonyms, student’s participated in a craft where they created “synonym” rolls! Technology Students today have been named digital natives. I believe it is important to incorporate technology into the classroom as much as possible. Creating Community In second grade at Providence Elementary School we like to create a community of learners by having lots of different activities where all of the second graders can learn, and socialize together. Beginning of the year Apple Social American Indian Day – Students participated in different games and crafts that reflect the cultures of the Indian tribes they learned about in our American Indian unit. Markey Day to end our economics unit. Responsive Classroom “What enables this shift toward intrinsic motivation is our developing a sense of purpose for the activity and then using feedback gathered through both reflection on and outside observation of ourselves involved in the activity. As we dialogue with this feedback and develop more complicated theories about whatever it is we are doing, we eventually hit a level of sophistication in which we can blot out the word about us, such is our concentration and involvement.” (Fecho, 2004) This quote by Fecho is a lot of what responsive classroom is. My school is a responsive classroom school, and I believe in many of its principles. Responsive classroom is about building a community of learners through activities like morning meeting, which we have everyday in my classroom. Through responsive classroom students learn how to become self motivated, actively involved students. This is done through reinforcing, reminding and redirecting language as opposed to a behavior system. Journal Excerpt – July 15th “As with a lot of teachers, my first year of teaching was my hardest. It was my hardest for many reasons. I was learning the ropes at a new school, I was learning the curriculum for a new grade level, and I was in a new state from where I did my student teaching. I had no idea what it really meant to lead a classroom on my own. I learned quickly, and I was managing well; except when it came to one student. This students name was Saveon West. Saveon was a very angry child, and he did not like to be told what to do. Being my first year as a teacher he made it very hard for me to teach any lesson smoothly. Everything he did got under my skin, and would affect the lessons that I was teaching. I have learned since then how to better handle students like him, but unfortunately from him and for me we went back and forth in a power struggle all year. The obstacles were that being a new teacher I was unsure how to connect with this student in order to help him. I wanted him to behave appropriately, and I didn’t want to have to do much work in order for that to happen. Unfortunately, Saveon did not have a very successful year in my class that year.” Taking a closer look, and connecting with students as individuals… “ I had to see that all students are actors in their environment, with personalities, experiences, and cultures to be valued and built upon for the good of the collective as well as the individual” (Fecho, 2004) “…Mary helped me to see that teaching and learning were about looking: looking closely, looking over time, looking again, looking with purpose, looking to make sense” (Fecho, 2004) “Since the year I had Saveon I learned a lot about connecting with students on a personal level in order to help them in my classroom with any behavior or emotional issues that they might be having. This is evident in the way I was able to connect with a very similar student in my class this year. Ian was very defiant at the beginning of the year; he wanted to do what he wanted to do, when he wanted to do it. It didn’t matter what the class was doing. It took a couple of months, but I was able to connect with him on a personal level, and he had a very good school year after that. He made huge progress in his behavior in the classroom which resulted in better academic performance. I learned to have more conversations with kids like Ian, really talk to them about what was causing their behaviors, and learn what was setting them off to do the things they were doing. In turn, I was able to help the students through these things, and help them to reach their full potential. I believe that Ian had a very successful year in my classroom this past year. “ - Journal Excerpt, July 16th The Power of a Teacher “This weekend I went to a leadership conference in Baltimore. I was very fortunate that my principal asked me to come to this conference with him and a group of teachers from my school. I heard three very inspirational speakers at this conference. Two of them struck a chord with me that brought me to tears. The first speaker was Darrell Scott. He is the father of Rachel Joy Scott, the first student to be killed in the Columbine shooting in 1999. He has started a foundation called Rachel’s Challenge. His whole message taught me how important it is to instill kindness in my classroom. Rachel Scott was one of the kindest people, and she made a huge difference in many people’s lives. I teach my students and discuss with my students all year the importance of kindness, but after the presentation I saw this weekend it will now be a mission of mine to teach it and have my students practice it much more deliberately. The second speaker who really touched me was Adam Saenz. He spoke all about the importance of teachers in a student’s life. He told his very extremely powerful story of how he grew up a very troubled child who was on a path to fail out or drop out of school. Two teachers of his in middle and high school changed all of that for him. As a teacher I know the effect that we can have on a student’s life, but Mr. Saenz made me realize this even more. I will always remember the way he spoke of his teachers, and the way he was brought to tears about how if it wasn’t for the teachers in his life he would not be where he is today.” - Journal Excerpt, July 15th Myself as a Lifelong Learner I stated in my teacher beliefs statement that learning is a lifelong process that has no real end. I believe this to be true, and that is why I decided to go back to school in 2011 to get my master’s degree. I am attending George Mason University to become a certified Reading Specialist. This degree has taught me so much about teaching children how to read. It has made me a better teacher of reading, and has helped me teach kids how to love reading. Reading in my Classroom Reading instruction in my classroom has changed in many ways due to my degree at George Mason. I have become a much more explicit teacher during my reading groups; helping students to better use the reading strategies I am teaching them. I have become a much better manager of my reading groups. This has enable me to reach more students. I was never comfortable teaching mini-lessons for reading strategies. I am now able to plan and effectively teach a mini-lesson by modeling reading strategies and having student practice them on their own during independent reading time. I feel that through this degree paired with my teaching experience I am able to better serve my students and meet their needs. Myself as a Reading Specialist “A meaningful time in my career when I learned something new was just this last spring. I was enrolled in the literacy course that was about running and leading professional development sessions at our school. I went into this course absolutely terrified. I am not the kind of person who likes to get up and speak in front of other adults. I think back to my first back to school night as a classroom teacher when I had to speak in front of parents and it makes me sick to my stomach. Even five years later, I still get nervous for every back to school night. Just like with back to school night though I had no choice but to hold these professional development sessions. I opened the sessions up to all of the K-2 teachers in my building along with special education teachers, ESOL teachers, reading specialists and administration. I did A LOT of research, and I went over my presentations numerous times. The sessions went extremely well! What I learned from this experience is that I do have the ability to lead others, and to even teach adults something new. The reading specialists in my building gave me unbelievable feedback, and they relayed the feedback to my principal as well. The experience I had in that class gave me the confidence that I might want to be reading specialist down the road, because before that class I was very skeptical about the degree I was receiving, and if I could actually do it. I learned a lot about myself through the whole process, and it gave me the confidence to take on running the summer school program at my school this year.” – Journal Excerpt, July 2nd Cori, Your workshop was fabulous. The amount of information covered was just enough for people to digest, and you gave them something practical that they could take away and try today in their classrooms. You were able to combine sharing research information in a hands on way that allowed everyone to take an active part in their learning. You acknowledge that people tend to think of fluency in terms of rate, and then the information shared allowed participants to broaden their knowledge of fluency by learning about the various components beyond rate that work together to create a fluent reader…..and you accomplished this in 20 minutes. Wow! From, Donna - Email from my reading specialist about my workshop on fluency Myself as a Teacher Researcher – Letting is Bake “Teachers must be able to think systematically about their practice and learn from experience. They must be able to critically examine their practice, seek the advice of others, and draw on educational research to deepen their knowledge, sharpen their judgment, and adapt their teaching to new findings and ideas.” (Rodgers, 2002) Through my reading specialist degree I am working towards accomplishing what Rodgers is talking about in the quote above. I have learned a great deal about myself as a teacher by analyzing the way I teach reading, I have done a lot of research on different strategies which has transformed my reading instruction, and I have lead professional development sessions where teachers have been able to have meaningful discussions and learn from one another. However, I am always inquiring as to how I can continue to become a better teacher. What other changes can I make in my practices? Myself as a Teacher Researcher – Letting is Bake To determine where I can make changes, I am going to make critical reflection a habit. I plan on using Dewey’s phases of reflection as outlined in Rodgers (2002) to guide me towards effectively critically reflecting. Research questions I have based on my critical reflections: 1. What are effective reading comprehension strategies that will deepen students understanding of a text? 2. What are ways in which independent reading can help strengthen reading comprehension strategies? 3. How long does a reading comprehension strategy need to be taught and practiced before students will start to use it on their own to understand text? 4. Can a student be taught more than one reading comprehension strategy at the same time and use them effectively while reading? Reflection – The End Result When I started this project I did not realize the impact it would have on me as a teacher and as a person. I was extremely overwhelmed by completing it, and I honestly had no desire because I didn’t see the purpose. Now that I am done, I feel completely different. This project required me to really dig deep and think about how my life experience have shaped me into the teacher that I am today. I knew that things from my past had an effect on the person I am today, but I never knew how deeply they did until this project. If it weren’t for my upbringing and those experiences I would not have the “never give up” attitude that I try my best to instill in my children in the classroom. The part I liked most about doing this autobiographical study was the multiple intelligences and learning style inventories we took from the Silver, Strong and Perini book. It was extremely insightful, and I very much agree with the results. I think it is very important as a teacher to always be thinking about the different learning styles of your students. References Brookfield, S. (1995). What it means to be a critically reflective teacher. Becoming a critically reflective teacher (pp. 1 – 27). San Francisco: Jossey-Bass. Falk, B., & Blumenreich, M., (2005). The power of questions: A guide to teacher and student research. Portsmouth, NH: Heinemann. Fecho, B. (2004). Is this English? Race, language, and culture in the classroom. New York: Teachers College Press. Purcell-Gates, V. (2002) “…As soon as she opened her mouth!”: Issues of language, literacy and power. In L. Delpit & J.K. Dowdy (Eds.), The skin we speak (pp. 121-141). New York: The New Press. Rodgers, C. (2002). Defining reflection: Another look at John Dewey and reflective thinking. Teacher’s College Record, 104 (4), 842-866. Silver, H, Strong, R., & Perini, M. (2000). So each may learn: Integrating learning styles and Multiple intelligences. . ASCD: Alexandria, VA.